Indiana Baby Shower

Unfortunately, we have to postpone my Indiana baby shower. If I would need medical attention for myself or the baby I need to be close to my doctors who know my case, due to its rarity and all the complications. So although I want to go home so bad for the shower, its probably not worth it if something happened to me or baby.

Its so hard because I want to be excited about the baby and the all of the fun things that go along with getting ready for the baby, but I am nervous to let myself due to all the complications we are facing.